Choice.
The time was standing still
When you walked suddenly out of my life
And you left me with a hole in my heart
The pain I felt was killing me
But then there came a boy in my life
The hole in my heart was healing
I was happy again and my self-confidence was back
But I couldn’t forget you even when I tried so hard
And then you stand suddenly before me
4 months after the break up
I didn’t knew what to do and to say
Every touch was feeling familiare
I was going to fast through life
I thought I was over you
But now I know that’s not true
My heart is in pain
Now I don’t know what to do
We still have so much feelings for each other
But I have a relationship with somebody else
And you’ve done me so much pain
The times I had with you with you were great
And the times I have with my boyfriend are great to
But now I don’t know it anymore
I can’t find the peace back in my heart, mind and soul
Maybe it’s better to have a break in our relationship
So I can find the peace back I used to have
‘Cause I can’t take it much longer
But that means that I have to hurt my boyfriend
I’m sorry for the people I must hurt
But if I wait longer it’s only getting harder
To do the things I must do
To make things right in my life
Xx. Myrthe
